Alright my whole life I've been surrounded by death. Been attacked by animals. Seen animals brutally die. Grew up in hospitals in constant agonizing pain. protected someone close to me from being assaulted he's only a kid. That's some of it I suppose.
Yeah, closest person to me is pretty insane and a zoophile. I've had to protect that person from being groomed. I've done these investigations. Not trauma but a 16 year old shouldn't have a lawyer or have to go to court.
You haven't met her I would assume she doesn't go on public communities. Enough about her. So I've been through pain time and time again and still try to be better, I think you can or at least just a little bit.
No I understand that to a degree though everyone has a chance to be something and how they are raised effects that. Also I'm sorry to hear that. My friend didn't have any trauma and he abused animals when he was 7 and 8.
I wonder what kind of childhood would make you want to traffic your own kids. My childhood just made me want to abduct predators and fix them, not so much anymore but when I was a kid.
Yeah, he guy I knew who had those thoughts was interesting his hands and face were bloody and bruised because he would beat himself till he was bleeding.
and people are accusing me of being a predator too now
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suddenly
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ive always made it clear
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id rather fucking die
A friendly stranger
Yeah, he guy I knew who had those thoughts was interesting his hands and face were bloody and bruised because he would beat himself till he was bleeding.
Your right, he wasn't lying he would obviously hurt himself. He didn't say he was a good one he didn't see himself as a person was abused when he was young.
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But I do see your point.
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I am really glad you wouldn't hurt a kid, I'm happy about that proud of that.
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No it's alright, it's so bothersome when messages load really late. But no problem it's alright don't be sorry I understand.
Well I saw a guy on a bus thought he looked weird and that's why I felt off about him saw him touching a kid.
Someone I know started dating a guy I didn't trust him thought he might be a zoophile pedophile, apparently he was and assaulted her too.
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Also what are you talking about if it's fine asking.
I wouldn't tell you if any bells did go off. I still am unsure of my sense, been proven right multiple times so I'm unsure. Definitely noticed a distinct behavioral difference from when we first met and now not in a bad way.
Do not engage in any explicit behavior.
Be kind, friendly, and respectful.
Protect and report if need.
Don't lie.
Do not reveal information about people without their consent.
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Also I mean nothing you can do you have told me a lot and at this point if I really was a malicious individual would have a lot of information on you.
Well don't fall any further I'm here you can vent and my friend can offer help. I feel like you can end up better. You could look back on this and just be proud you changed, proud of the life you have built for yourself. Don't let simple pleasures be your downfall.
It's hard I understand many people struggle with porn addiction. This is just a much worse form.
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If you feel like doing some stupid think try to breath and just distract yourself.
You may have thoughts but think of how awful things would get if you let that happen, and how much better life could be.
Your not a monster your a kid making mistakes. From what you have told me you remind me of someone, your not a monster.
Also would you be willing to state your name and email. You are within your full rights not to do so I am just curious if you would do that. I don't mind either way.
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That is unfortunate that he is saying hi he probably shouldn't be doing that at the moment.
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I apologize that he is causing you a inconvenience.
A friendly stranger
Also would you be willing to state your name and email. You are within your full rights not to do so I am just curious if you would do that. I don't mind either way.
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